No answer.

I have tried calling the police on my case since last week to get the ball rolling with my informant work.  No answer to my calls or texts.

I am starting to think that this is a joke.  Or it is like V for Vendetta when V is faking the jail/torture to Evey so she can conquer her own fear to become free.  I am not sure at this point.

The police yelled at me last week for making a "mistake" with my informant work and told me to never disobey them again.  It is hard to disobey when they are not giving me any guidance.  They are leaving me here to make my own mistakes.

My felonies do not take a vacation.  The drug war rages on 24/7.  By ignoring my calls, the police are simply leaving me as a puppet hanging on my strings . . . waiting.

I want this to be over, it has been months and my half-promised freedom is being compromised.

I talked to my lawyer about the police playing these games with me, and he simply said, "Keep pushing them."  I'm not sure if this will help me in court, since the police aren't giving me the opportunities they promised me, but we will see.

Less than two months until my preliminary hearing.  Maybe I will wake up from this nightmare soon.  This cannot be reality.